
everything I wanna talk about is about people...and how I feel towards them. Everybody has got this problem, really. Don't tell me you don't.. :)
Like there's one person who gave me bad memories for most of my school life...I try not to hold grudges, but everytime the attitude comes back...all my hate bursts out like an atomic bomb.But each time I'm being treated with all those friendliness, I always sucumb...it's like all my hate is buried. Now, I'm just going to be a neutral along with the flow. I don't want to get angry, I don't want to get friendly...I'm just a person. Acquintances...maybe somethings are worth keeping, but I'll leave them to the person...good or bad.. I won't carry anything.
Strangely...another person was someone I knew at the same time as the other person, only for 7 years, we rarely get into a conversation...Conversation is not the words...we never had a conversation as I remembered. Just few sentences to each other. or maybe words.
But I can't believe right now I'm being so open with that person...
Really...is the term 'Best Friends' ever related to time? I don't think so. well, for me...some does come from the beginning...but some arrived at the end too...and they're more understanding, caring, kind and most importantly...fits the term 'FRIEND'...better than some that came from the beginning just to treat me badly.
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