kids-n-money article...

..read this article on yahoo..
it's about talking to kids about money...
come to think of it..
this 15-years-and-25-days old girl typing out this post..
never gone through that process..
I mean.. I do...maybe. But I just don't get how the whole system actually works..
Like say... play monoply or LIFE to teach kids about money...and valuable it is..
I do play that...
and I kinda like them..
But the effects that are supposed to show...doesn't appear.

I get pocket money... every week...
The article said...dnt give kids allowance..
WTF?

oh..usually my Mom is more generous...so...that's why...
I used to cheat though..when we were staying in the apartment..
I'll go down late.. Dad's in the car...

"Pa...forgot ask mama for money..."
*gives money*

*get back from school*
"Ma, today you didn't give me pocket money..."

WAHAHAHAHHH!!! damn...I was a genius...
but since we are staying here now... this trick..can't be used anymore..
oh...wait... I think somewhere halfway...my parents found out bout my trick and...my dad will call my mom to inform her that he has given me cash..
ugh.

Really...money business...should go to Mom..
"Ma...want go watch movies with friends..."
*takes money from wallet, puts on dining table"
"YAY!!"

==;;
no questions asked.

"Pa...money?"
*gives radioactive look*
"For what now?"
"...books"
"what books?"
"storybooks"
"how much"
"75.."
"HAH?! What books is that?!"

== huge difference.
I don't know what my Mom saw in him..
so damn stingy..
oh well...opposites attract..
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p-p-pa-para-para...

I ♥ Tic Tac Lightning.
xD
After all...I do.
^_^
For. Ever.
Can't wait for show to beginnn!! can't wait to show them the first single!!
>o<


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busy.busy.busy...!!!
long story short.
Mom made appointment with Tenby... FINALLY.
Erm. Next week, Tuesday...9am SHARP.
yea.
I'll be absent again.... means. homeworks will pile up in front of my eyes just as I finished one pile..

toodles. I'm going to sleep..!!

PS : HIGHSTREET5!! Spring season starts tomorrow!! WEEE~!! can't wait to play...!!

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Chinese New Year is coming!!
That means... holidays...and...$$~!!!!


Okay...anyway...Dad's coming back on the 12th.. and out of sudden...I called him on Thursday...and he said...
"Let's go to Cherating with the dogs...."
 I was like "YEAH!!!" 
SO I e-mailed the resort right away..
and this afternoon...got the news...
They're fully-booked...!! But they do have a room for TWO...while there is FOUR of us...plus 2 DOGS...
Well...I did ask them if they can add extra beds or something..
At the same time... I am looking for resorts where I can go for a holiday with my family..
1. Cameron Highland. In my dissapointment... SMALL DOGS ONLY. Fck.
2. Pantai Sibu, Johor. Only allow dogs to stay out in the verandah...HOW CAN I POSSIBLY DO THAT TO MY BABIES?! Leave them OUTSIDE and at home, I don't even want them to sleep in the family room...I share my room with them...especially my Jewel...My beloved GR.
3. Bon Ton Resort, Langkawi. Trouble with ferry. Cuz...of course...there will be soem problems with the ferry especially with those 8-legs. Then I suggested to my dad...by flight. 1kg=RM3.07... his reply...?
"stupid idea".


WHERE CAN I GO WITH MY DOGS THIS CNY?!

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what are you feeling?

one question I wished they would ask me...
I'm drowning in guilt...and still, my inner-child...
Is throwing a tantrum inside me...
I know..my definite answer is NO.
But who am I to decide?
It's never about what I feel... is always about what he's up to.
And yes, I do feel guilty...and pity.
But is it worth it to sacrifice everything and jsut end it all?
End it when I'm on the most cheery point in my life?
And...why is my dream hard to realize?

This is killing my character... my soul...
I wonder if what they want to see is... me, depressed... or me...being in a mental institution...
It's like no one ever wanted me...
At least she's got a third-party to tell her story to someone...
But I can't...
For goodness' sake.. I'm not even 16 yet...
Why is my life so hard??
Don't compare me to others...czuse I know many are living a much more worse life than me...
Compare those from my world..people around me...
Are they ever the same?

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why do time flies so fast when you're enjoying yourself?!

I can recall... like...two days ago...I was cheering.... "IT's FRIDAYYYYYYYYY!!!"
Now...tomorrow is going to be monday...wake up at 6 o'clock after bazillion times people come screaming into my room...
"Aren't you going to school?!"  even though..they know I have no other options...

"Don't you know what time it is?!" Like as if I want to know...all I care is to sleep...

"It's 7.30!!!" but when you look at the clock...it's actually 7.10...epic fail, Mom...
So you see... I hate waking up in the morning.. they say..."sleep earlier..." and blahblah...BULLCRAP..!!! cuz I still feel sleepy the next day...
ahem...

oh oh...
And...Snowy is not sleeping in my room anymore!!
I returned her to my parent's room...
why? cuz she starts to destroy stuff...again..

and...omfg... it's already 23.11..?!

ttyl then...!!

PS:  Can't wait for tomorrow though...
PPS: can't wait for...gee...suddenly no mood to be happy...

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dilemma... :'(

hell-Ow...peeps.
err...so...yeah...
I'm tired of my current school...
I don't find the umph in the studies etc.
so...I don't know how to say this but... I feel like going to a better school, sri tenby has always been #1 on my parent's list and mine..
I don't really know what to type out here... because... I'm...feeling trapped...
if I go...it seems that I'm being very selfish...
I have very special friends in my current school...
am I ready to leave them and start over?
bitter sweet it is...
Cuz I don't know what to do either...
I know... that there's risks I've got to take...
if I moved...I can't go back...
That means... whatever choice I make...it's FOREVER...PERMANENT decision..
i'm being a little indecisive...
and I know I can't choose both... that's the worst part..
I have to leave my friends so that I could have a better education...
But is it worth it?
I don't know...
It's like...I'm breaking off from a bond we have...
I feel that it's too precious for me to let go...
I'm afraid that...I won't be able to feel 'OKAY' in a new school...
oh Lord...what should I do? I'm so lost right now...
Help me...someone...
oh god... whyyy??!!!



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