That's me-- in your eyes only.

 being human is always about being liked and disliked. At least that is part of the package.
Phew, it's been a month since I quit Lethia...and started my own holiday before I restart my school in July, in a new country, new school, the biggest part of it...new people.
I've been telling myself that I need to be really serious and study my ass off. The entrance test might not be easy...since the curriculum is fancy. (Not Indonesian Curriculum, mind you...tee hee). So far, I tried studying add. maths.. .guess what? Their Standard Level Maths...already has Form 5 add maths topic in it...
Seriously, I don't want to be in Year 10...I have to work hard to prevent that from happening!

Blah.
Back to the topic. Being liked and disliked.
Why do I want to talk about this? Because I just came up with a thought.
This thing...the whole 'liked and disliked' thingy..
Yeah, it's all the social thing. Either one of the category, people will talk about you.
It exists because you cannot be that angel that simply loves everyone inside out. Even the closest person to you, there'll always be some qualities that you dislike. (Even so-called soulmates...)
To be 'liked'...that too, not everyone will like you though.
Lets say, in a school...
Usually, the good-looking, flirtatious, bubbly, sociable but not-so-good-in-studies kid will be liked by most of the students. And some teachers might like that kid, some might not.
And the nerdy, not-so-good-looking, not socieable kid will be invinsible, or worse, hated by the fellow students. The teachers who are on the other team hates them too though. But some teachers adore them.

Me?
I'm changing skin...figuratively.
I'm going to change everything from my style, my attitude and I just want to be the new person that's seen by the new eyes around me.
Of course, not forgetting people who's been with the previous version of me. They're always in my heart even if I change. ♥
All the while I've been afraid to make choices, to talk, to voice out. It happens when I'm around strangers.
The real me? I'm loud. I'm a good split of boy and girl attitude. I'm classy. I'm sensitive.
The 'me' you have seen all these while...well, as the title says...
THAT'S ME-- IN YOUR EYES ONLY.

luv ya♥ regards,

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XOXO, my bitches!!! U r the ones I'll nvr, ever, ever, ever x9999 FORGET...